hurt=X

Current mood: hurt=X

what's happening to this world? why muz every1 make me feel sad for the simplest things i do? always i 4giv you guys but nvr do you 4giv me. you keep them al inside you and build up your hatred against me... you guys can laugh... but how many of you noe? how namy of you understand the feeling of this sadness? who noes how i shed silent tears everynite? gaga lah you guys...

leave me alone...

how i wish i can celebrate my birthday as happily as the rest... but too bad everytime i think of the day i'm  born, sad memories float bac into this stupid mind of mine... when ppl are celebrating their bdae so happily i'm here suffering in silence... who knows? i bet you dont... so somtimes, dun even bother asking me wad happened cos you wont even care... even aft wad i had told you ytd you seem not to care... it really hurts meD:

happy birthday gal!

happy birthday jiahang(: see i kept my promise rite!

i know that this many people may not know... but jiahang you know wad's happening now... but nvm... i noe u dun giv a shit abt wad i feel... its my fault tat  i made u angry on ur bday i'm sorry...

i wanted to post somethng nice 2day... but suddenly somethng told me not to... haiis...wtf is happening to my life man... you left me hints which i thought u meant... den suddenly you tel me u juz accepted a new noy 2day... fuck man... what did i do wrong in my past life... who did i insult to deserve this... gahh... IDK IDK IDK!!!!!!!!! i juz know you will always be my one and only...

for the special you...

this song's for you if you even bother to read my blog... you know who you are...

right here waiting...

i was juz randomly searching youtube for my fav songs when i randomly clicked this clip the voice's nice:))

right here waiting-richard marx

backstabbers?

wat did i do wrong man... wad did i owe you in my past life? why do you keep putting me down juz when i'm in my highest spirits? suddenly you ask me whether issit i hat you... wat the heck is this man. you can call me a friend den u say this type of shit stuff. when i ask u who told u say u promised that person not to say his or her name. k fine den i ask rachel she said yes. den i told her i said tat out of anger den jiu ok le. i tot settle oredy den nxt morning wtf u tell me? its not her its someone else den i ask u again who is tat someone else u say u got tuition until at nite. wad the fuck is this man... and to the bloody backstabber. maybe u should go bang ur head against the wall yeah? oh and if u got the guts to tel jiahang tat dun tel me u got no guts to own up? stupid uncivilised orphan dog!