tears start streaming down...

last nite something happened... it made me cut myself nonstop. i haf this jie who go same tuition wif me de... den we lyk normal jie and di lah u noe... only think that i always sms her in skool cos she always complain tat no1 talk to her in skool... so we talk talk talk lor... den aft tuition ytd she ask me how come i so tiam den i say i quite emo... den she nvr say anything lor. den aft tat she sms me ask me whether can dun be my jie or not juz be my normal fren. i noe tat many things happened to her these few days so i unwillingly said ok lor... den at nite i talk to her a while den she lyk say i until damn bad liddat so i say i go talk to oon jie cos she nicer den aft tat she tells me 'sometimes there are thing that u shld noe but u dun.' so i asked her wad she meant den she didnt wan to say at 1st... she sms me talk a while den i said 'if u not gonna tel me wad the thing is den dun bother toking to me.' den she said 'den dun tok lor.' den u know i oredy emo den she stil say thing kinda stuff... so i said fine den nvr sms her for awhile. cos i go my room 1 corner and started cutting... den suddenly my fone ring again... we said some stuff den she finally realised tat i was really cutting... den to me oon jie is lyk the bestest jie in the world can... den suddenly my other ex jie told me 'she doesnt lyk u cos of ur temper.' u dunno how i felt man... i cut lyk siao liddat... den aft a while i and ex jie talk a while den i stop le... i stil dun believe oon jie actually dun lyk me! D:

jie jie: what you wan to say la. suan le suan le. everytime suan le
darryl :if u not gonna tel me wad the thing is den dun tok to me.
jie jie:k lor
darryl :************************************************
jie jie:wad did i do?
darryl :************************************************
jie jie:aiyo i muz haf done something rite.
darryl :************************************************
jie jie:orh if i really did something but u dun wan to say den sorry k?
darryl :i talk to my other jie better lor
jie jie:******? she understand everything la thats y she's nice(:
darryl :too bad she's sleeping now D:
jie jie:orh den tel her tomorow lor but sometimes you dun know things tat u shld noe...
darryl :wad thing?
jie jie:dun wan wil make u sadder go sleep la

Ps: al the stars are not vulgarities. is juz tat i take away those parts...